The Dream

•November 8, 2011 • Leave a Comment

It’s a public holiday and I had to go to work. Being on duty on a public holiday isn’t all that bad. Because it is a public holiday, there would be few to no visitors at all. Thus, you would be having most of the time to yourself. Watching movies, playing board games, or even just chatting with your colleagues.

Well, we definitely spent most of the day time doing just that. Talking about random things, playing chess, and even watching a movie or two, we managed to pass time in the morning till about lunch time. Had lunch, went back to the resting area and fell asleep.

I slept most of the afternoon up till dinner time. Was not sure why but I was really tired out after what we did in the morning. I woke up realizing that the rest of my colleagues also fell asleep, and they too were also just waking up. We went for dinner together, and then we played Monopoly for a good two hours at least.

That night, I had a dream.

Normally, I do not have dreams when I sleep at night. Perhaps, I might have dreams, but I hardly remember at all. This time, I remember seeing it very clearly, and it was just weird. I saw myself standing at home on the top floor of a block of flats, wanting to go out, when suddenly, in the middle of the sky a missile appeared. It seemed to split open and out comes some propeller-like thing at the back, and it flew straight towards my block. I quickly dodged it by running back into my flat, and I saw the missile crash into the corridor outside my flat and into my neighbour’s house, and drop a few floors down. I gathered my family members and told them to quickly evacuate the block. Just as we did that, the phone rang!

I woke up to the ringing of the phone in the office. My colleague answered the call and told us that a customer was on his way and that we have to prepare the items to issue to him. As we were preparing the items to be issued, I shared the dream with my colleague and he too thought that it was one weird dream. I myself wonder if it means anything or if it was just another nightmare. But because I do not normally dream dreams, I suspect that it might be a message in some form.

That aside, we did the issue, and subsequent issues and handed over to the next day’s personnel on duty, and went back home to rest for the next day’s activities.

Maybe I Need a Break

•February 19, 2011 • Leave a Comment

Somehow, this Feb, has been really busy… So many things going on, starting off with the Chinese New Year, Run&Raisin Signup/Carnival coupon sales, Uni application time, Valentine’s Day (without a date again…), dad’s project, and also the G12 registration…

I think I need a breather. But once I stop doing things, I get bored. Bored from not doing anything. No mood to even play games or do anything else. Isn’t it funny how life is for a human being. When you have something to do, you do it, and when it starts to get overwhelming, you complain, and when you are finally free, you complain of boredom.

I guess it truly is hard for one person to do absolutely nothing at all.

Looking at my choices available for university application didn’t really help with the boredom too. I ended up getting all stressed out on what choices I should choose to apply for. Not that there were many choices, nor did I not get a place last year, in fact last year I was offered Computer Science and I accepted it. Just that I didn’t like doing programming work while I was in Poly and now I want to apply for some other courses. So far, from NTU, I’m looking at Business, Communication Studies (maybe specialize in Public Relations or Advertisements), and Art Design and Media (doing photography). From SIT, it will be UNLV but I am considering whether I might have the finance to do the 3 weeks in Las Vegas… Last but not the least, from SMU, I am considering taking a Bachelor in Business Management.

I haven’t applied to any university yet this year. Not sure if I am going to or not… maybe I shall just calm down a bit and talk stuff out with my mum first before applying?

Feeling like a nervous wreck somehow. Worried about so many things. Is this all part of stepping into independence? Maybe I just need a break?

Back to blogging; Valentines Day

•February 15, 2011 • Leave a Comment

OK. BMT was 5 months overseas… from mainland… and there was no internet connection that’s why the long long gap. Weekends then were also packed with stuff, stuff with family, and all that so… not much time.

Now, posted to be an Ammo Tech… and well, got a little more time spending every night at home. So thought maybe I should start blogging again.

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Yesterday was Valentines Day.

Was another normal day at camp… came home at 6 plus in the evening. Before that, went around with my dad to look for gifts for my mum, sister and grandmother.

Besides those stuff, well, I didn’t do anything much for that Valentines evening.

Was pretty much like how it was the last 20 years maybe…

Until I suddenly visited my deserted blog, and then went to see my links, and visited some of my friends’ blogs.

Then I came across your blog.

And I got this funny feeling all over again.

Reading your posts, I can’t help but feel that you were trying to say something to me.

Maybe it is true, maybe not. Could just be my mind messing around with me.

Somehow, I struggled to sleep last night. I don’t know why.

I know it has been a while since I talked to you… and so goes the same for a lot of my other close friends.

But, there seems to be something about you that just gives me this feeling…

Oh well.

I am, after all, a person who doesn’t talk much, as I don’t really know what to say whenever we meet.

But, I do enjoy the company of my friends.

Hope everyone had a great Valentines Day Yesterday! =)

 
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