Maybe I Need a Break
Somehow, this Feb, has been really busy… So many things going on, starting off with the Chinese New Year, Run&Raisin Signup/Carnival coupon sales, Uni application time, Valentine’s Day (without a date again…), dad’s project, and also the G12 registration…
I think I need a breather. But once I stop doing things, I get bored. Bored from not doing anything. No mood to even play games or do anything else. Isn’t it funny how life is for a human being. When you have something to do, you do it, and when it starts to get overwhelming, you complain, and when you are finally free, you complain of boredom.
I guess it truly is hard for one person to do absolutely nothing at all.
Looking at my choices available for university application didn’t really help with the boredom too. I ended up getting all stressed out on what choices I should choose to apply for. Not that there were many choices, nor did I not get a place last year, in fact last year I was offered Computer Science and I accepted it. Just that I didn’t like doing programming work while I was in Poly and now I want to apply for some other courses. So far, from NTU, I’m looking at Business, Communication Studies (maybe specialize in Public Relations or Advertisements), and Art Design and Media (doing photography). From SIT, it will be UNLV but I am considering whether I might have the finance to do the 3 weeks in Las Vegas… Last but not the least, from SMU, I am considering taking a Bachelor in Business Management.
I haven’t applied to any university yet this year. Not sure if I am going to or not… maybe I shall just calm down a bit and talk stuff out with my mum first before applying?
Feeling like a nervous wreck somehow. Worried about so many things. Is this all part of stepping into independence? Maybe I just need a break?
